I punched some guy in the face and it felt good.

I really wanted to make another video for you but I havent had the time or the motivation to actually do it.

Things are going really well right now. Im as happy as a clam!

My life right now is a little crazy, even considering the circumstances.

I have finished the second book of LOTR and will start the third tonight! My pace has slowed in the last few days because I have been in Brno with Denie but I am sure Ill finish the story before leaving for Berlin.

We have had so much fun since I arrived Wednesday! There is so much to tell!

Ill start with our movie marathon! Its still running although we have taken a 24 hour break in order to satisfy my dancing needs and to sustain ourselves with too much good vegan food.

Seven movies in 36 hours is not bad I would say! Most of them have been horror movies, which most of you know, are not exactly my favorite. I wish all of you could see me watching them. I have always watched horror movies the same way, with my hands over my eyes or my head under the blanket or buried in someones shoulder, shreiking at every shadow and noise. Haha.

Before I left Prague I spent most of my days reading and playing with my camera. If you cant tell that I was a little bored...well then...I dont know.








This is what messy, not vegan roommates look like. Maybe you can see the splatterings of cream and egg yolk on the counter. Not to mention Tesco Whipped Cream containers and egg shells tossed about. This shit is nasty! I hope to never have to experince this again. All I could think about that day was how I was going to catch some nasty bacterial infection from the egg goo. He left it for the day and then cleaned it up but still....




The big story today though, is how I punched some guy last night at the disco!! Hahaha' It felt so good!

Ok. I didnt just punch him for no reason. The story goes like this: I was dancing with my friends and some people around. This guy came up and was trying to dance with all of my lady friends but they werent really having it and just ignored him. He stuck around for a while, being drunk and not taking a hint, but eventually left.

After a while he came back and started dancing next to me again. He reached out and put his hands on my hips and I firmly and promptly removed them. I will dance with just about anyone, its not a mating ritual for me so I see no harm in it. BUT, I do not like being touched without verbal concent!

That seemed to be the end of it as he kept to himself and just danced a few meters away.

About an hour later he was walking past me and I felt a little pinch on my ass. I flew into a fit of rage! God, it felt good! I grabbed his hand and immediatly slapped him in the face and then let him drag me through the crowd while I repeatedly punched him in the face and back of his head and back. I think I got at least six good hits in before I came to my senses and let go.

haha. Thats what you get motherfucker! I hate guys who just think they can take whatever they want from people! I figured he left because I saw not hide nor hair of him until we were leaving. He avoided me like the plague and its good because if given the chance I would have punched him again!

I dont give a shit if youre twice my size, drunk or just an arrogant douche looking to get a rise out of me. KEEP YOUR FUCKING HANDS TO YOUR SELF OR I WONT KEEP MINE!

This has solidified my stance on drinking in clubs. If I had been drinking one of two things would have happened. One, I would be drunk and wouldnt care that someone had touched me because I dont ever care about much when Im drunk or two, he would get away with it and I would feel like shit for days because I would want to punch him and didnt.

I think this was is much better.

Its a shame for him that Im not some attention grabbing, self respectless, drunk hoochie in the club. He could have gotten a feel on my ass for free but unfortunately for him he picked the wrong girl.

Other than watching movies and punching bros I have just been enjoying my days with Denie. We baught a watermelon the other day! I love watermelon! Here is a funny picture of us... notice the stain from ice cream on Denie's Vegan shirt!



I finally have my ticket to India! And Im pretty sure everything happens for a reason! I ended up finding a way there for much cheaper than the original ticket I was going to buy. Ill have almost a full day in London to hangout but Im not sure what to do. I dont exactly like London so.... I might try emailing a few people to see if they will be around to hang out for a few hours.

Having a ticket makes me really excited about going!!! I will get to see Jake and Alex soon and finally relax in the heat. Although its going to be crazy hot. Right now it is 39°C or approximately 100°F. Its going to be so hot and humid!

As my hair gets longer its getting more and more unruly! And in the humidity it gets SO puffy and crazy! I kind of love it but also hate it because I feel like a big powder puff. I think this time I will actually stick with letting it grow....



Oh yeah. Big hair.

Feeling Like Im In The Mines of Moria....

My So Called Life

I have been having a really hard time lately organizing my thoughts and feelings and everything else into coherent communications. I'm stressed and I don't know why. I have this strange knot in my stomach that has been here for about a week now but I was ignoring it until today. I have been shaking a lot and a thought it was because I haven't been eating on a regular schedule but even when I eat, I shake.

Right now, I'm trying just be calm and not let things get to me. I have so many things to be happy about but I still have a little gray cloud following me around. Its like doom is looming in the distance... sigh. I'm not sure what my problem is.

But sometimes I just get like this and its nothing. I panic and worry and will probably have an ulcer in the next few years because of it. My grandpa always calls me a worry wart and Ive always hated it because its true. When I was really young, I would to get so pissed I would cry if he said it.

Ive been "working" on a lot of things as of late and so maybe its all just too much. I have a crazy temper at times and I have been trying my best to keep it in check. My short fuse for irritating and annoying people and things is getting in the way but I think Ive made some progress.

I'm trying not to let peoples involvement in my life, or lack there of, bother me. Reminding myself that the world doesn't revolve around me and not to take things personally is a constant battle. I am a terribly insecure and selfish person. I know this and I am trying not to be.

So now that you know all this personal shit about me and how I'm feeling about myself.... Ill tell you some other things in an organized list!

1. I like this method. I can talk about things without spending an hour writing and rewriting to make sure it flows and sounds good and so on.

2. The weather has finally improved! It was so warm today that I had to go buy shorts! Yes! I have legs again! I figured I should just buy a pair since both of my favorite shorts have been lost in shipping. I don't like them as much or at all really but they work and that's what matters. It was beautiful today and Im hoping it stays that was for the rest of the week. Some vitamin D would do me some good!

I also bought a new hoodie while I was getting shorts. It was time. My wonderful purple hoodie has served me well and I will have it sent home so that I can keep it and wear it again later. I just got a simple black hoodie this time. Nothing flashy since Im thinking I draw enough attention as it is.

It felt so good to have the sun on my skin again. Finally, summer is here!

3. Messy Rooms. I think I have a problem with keeping my space tidy. I have gone right back to being seven years old with all my toys and clothes everywhere!

This picture was taken just three hours after getting back to Prague. When I arrived, the room was clean.... I am so ashamed because it has only gotten worse since.



4.LOTR. Oh yeah! I started reading it! The book is way different from the movies, just sayin. I should have read it years ago but like everything else I was late to the game. Tomorrow I have plans to sit in the sunshine and read for hours. Nothing else. Eating, reading and napping. Fuck everything else. This will hopefully calm my nerves. By the way, its so good.

5. Remember this hair? Yeah, it came back for a few days but I think its leaving again.... Its for the best.



6. New tattoo. Umm.. So, dont kill me. Mom, Mamo, I know your not going to like it and will probably be really disappointed and I hate to break it to you this way but.... I have a new tattoo.

It is kind of on my face. Lets let that sink in for everyone and then we can talk about what it is and so on.

Its not like on my forehead...well yes it is but not really. Fuck. Ahh. Please don't be pissed at me. I really like it and I'm sure your going to tell me Ill regret it but I think its as cute as a face tattoo could be and its quite tasteful. I think.... Anyway. I don't want to post pictures now because it will be very different in a few weeks. Its really dark now because its fresh.... it will lighten up and when my hair grows back it will mostly be covered by that.

I can feel you getting mad right now.... Sorry?

7. Having a large ipod is a blessing and a curse. I keep fining that I have great music but I don't know its there until someone else shows me! So stupid. Someone looks as my ipod, tells me I have great taste in music and then I sarcastically make a comment like "oh yeah! I love that band. Ive known about them for years!"

I recall this happening in Asheville and Ian gave me a strange look because he knows I have no idea who the band was. I don't think I ever explained that I was joking.... haha. Oops.

8. Dates: Boys suck and rule at the same time.

I was asked out today. Haha. I think its funny more than anything but I still think people suck. Dude asked me to hangout, I agreed thinking it was a casual thing. He got pissed when he heard I had a partner. Hahahaha. I told him we were in an open relationship and that I was free to go hang out with anyone I like. But the guy was an asshole, and I really only wanted to look at him anyway, so when he got pissed I just laughed at him.

I know, I'm an asshole for a few reasons here. I was treating him like a trophy, but I'm sure he was doing the same so Ill justify it that way. And because laughing in someones face is just not nice.

A word of advice: don't laugh in the face of heavily tattooed and pierced guys you meet at tattoo conventions who are from Boston just after you tell them you have a boyfriend. It gets pretty ugly.... Hahahaha. He just yelled some, not at me, and got really red and wanted to punch something I'm sure. Hahahaha! What an agro douche bag. To top it off, when he realized what a fucking possessive bro he was being, he still wanted to hang out! Made my fucking day! :)

There was another date-ish situation too but its far less interesting and pretty much involves the same thing.... I should hang out at tattoo conventions more often! Hahahahaha! Yeah, right!


So thats that! I have friend dates all this week and I am excited about all of them. Im hoping to make more too but people are busy and I kind of want some "me" time too.

Jake is leaving for Thailand in just a few days and Im a little bummed about it because I wont get to talk to him at all until we arrive in India!

Its so strange to think that in just a few weeks Ill be in some crazy hot, humid forign country. Europe is one thing. Its like America with a twist. But India is going to be intense and really rad!

Im Grupmy! Grr!

Its now 12 hours after I made the video. I'm feeling better but exhausted. The photographer finally followed through and it seems we just missed each other. In retrospect my day doesn't sound that shitty but it was still a lot to deal with....

My plans are changing once again. I may be headed to Vienna on Monday and then Ill come back on Friday or Saturday.

Im too tired to think and none of this is actually important.

Silly Ladies of Brno

My life is crazy sometimes. Well, no, I take that back. My life is crazy all the time.

I should be in Istanbul right now. Im not exactly sure why Im not but thats not really the point.

There are/were a number of reasons for my postponement. I am, yet again, waiting for a package to arrive. This one shouldn't be lost, with any luck, and I will have it when I get back to Prague. Finding a place to stay in Turkey has also proved to be a problem. So, here I sit in Czech Republic with good friends and plenty of things to do!

I think most of you have seen the fart video by now. This is what I spend my time doing. It kind of silly and lame but its fun and I have a good time with it. Other than the fart video, I have digressed significantly in the past few days....

Example one:



Example two:












So....

Other than that, not much has been happening. We went to dinner the other night and thats about it.

More goofy pictures:








Ill try to keep you updated on where the hell I am. Im headed back to Prague today for the tattoo convention. I might get tattooed again but Im not sure yet! And then I have no idea. It depends on Denisa and a few other things. I kind of want to go to Berlin but I still really want to see Turkey. I need to decide and fast!