My hair is getting long.

I like it.

Yesterday. Today.

The women dominating my thoughts today (in no particular order):

Taylor Swift


Sasha Grey



Lily Cole


and Karen Armstrong


These are ladies I can respect in completely different capacities and make me happy to be a woman.
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So Jake went home and Phil is in Braddock this week. I'm on my own again and its a welcome change. I'm learning that I am better on my own. In some ways I dont want to be but I may just have to accept that this is a part of who I am.

My mother told me I was the most selfish person she knows today and somehow I am not insulted by it at all. I know that I have a tendency to want things to go my way and sometimes that means hurting peoples feelings. Im working on not being such an asshole about it but I see nothing wrong with knowing what I want.

Its good to have some quiet time to myself again. I started studying today. Reading about Islam and taking notes. I've been brainstorming ideas for my admissions essays and I may just write one about religion. Its either that or coffee. Haha.
An admissions essay about travel or 'how I relate to Holden Caulfield' just feels really cliche and I need a personal statement anyway....


In other news, this was yesterday:

February in Pictures.

Pie.






Scarf!


A corner.


iphone friends.





Hats.




Bagels.


New Roommate, Chester.






The View.

Our Song Is The Slammin' Screen Door.....

Instead of dwelling on the shitty parts on my day/life, Im going to show off my new stockings (aka me in my underwear because you cant really see the stockings)!



This video also made me happy because I like both of these people and its just silly. What a babe...!

Coney Island with Philip 2009

I can't sleep...

...so I started playing with the effects button on my mac... Why isnt anyone around to keep me company at 4:30am!?!?!?!?

I'm a monster!





Stupid Andy Worhol thing. My eyes just look freakishly large.




This is what I always look like when Im sleep deprived, drunk and trying to sleep. Actually, this is a fluke.



I wish I had a green beard for real. Or any facial hair....




I also got around to editing my photo strips. I have a few more on their way but for now... this is my mom.


Maybe I can sleep now?

More New York

I love it here. I spent the day with myself and took a long walk across the Williumsburg Bridge and into the city.



This is where I work.

Happy New Year.

Last year was great. I did a lot of living, loving, fucking up, learning, walking, eating, friend making and traveling.

Things are very different this year but I have hope that 2010 will be just as good.

Happy New Year!